Lost

December 17, 2008

I feel so alone with all of this. My mum was taken in to hospital with respiratory problems. It would be great to have a sibling to help with all of this. A sibling or a partner perhaps. Everyone is really worried about me because I’m on my own and to be honest I’m worried about myself too. I don’t know if I’m handling all of this as well as I should. I’m trying to be strong but I’m wondering if I’m strong enough or going about everything the right way.

Christmas is cancelled this year.

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and it all began….

September 3, 2007

this is my first blog but I am not going to start off with all that bull, in where I give my life story in a few short paragraphs because quite frankly I couldn’t be arsed. another reason is because i don’t want people to know either unless you were/are living through it all with me.

I will however indulge you all in what I am currently doing. Sitting at a reception desk for a radio station in Dublin. Not naming anything, just to be sure.

Anyway, was at the Electric festival picnic this weekend. I think over the course of the past 4 days, I have slept a grand total of 6 hours. Wonderful. I have already done my moaning and eaten my breakfast bar at the bus stop and indulged myself with self pity at the same time so I don’t really want to go down that road again. All I really want to do is for the next 2 hours to go by smoothly. Although in fairness, I had very much anticipated today as I didn’t know what to expect. But really, I could see myself doing this more often… ha ha ha! 😀